Hah,now editing my cid presentation script....i finally finally finished that freakish petrol station homework. i swear that i will never in my whole land myself in there again. Shall study doule hard for my spelling next time.It is like three chinese compre with zong1he2tian2kong1 lor.Can't wait for tmr Chinese brush painting.It is like sooo cooool.=]Btw, i suayly got into PSB. dunno why iam selected. Anyway, CONGRATS to junianti ,being the one and only SC of ONe and only.haha. shall go finish stuff already.BYe ppl

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. You tend to take more than give in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You are fickle and tend to fall out of love easily. You bounce from romance to romance.

OH THIs seems partly true....

Hm...Reached home 10 mins ago.I was having dinner with py and huiting At Jurong point.haha Me and huiting almost completed all the homewrk today. So,at six, we were like planning to go Jp to eat. We then met up with peiyao and shun bian go buy wk present.Aha we bought a --------.Shall not reveal, in case wk reads this. Anyway i think it really nice. i am sure wk will love it.HEE. An early happy birthday to wk and late ones to those whose birthdays have passed. Issit Claires birthday today??? iam such a pathetic junior....

HahAhA. Must be wondering who is it rite? Mm..who has such big nostrils and sexy lips? hahaha

Just finished my lunch--Duck RIce=].Decide to blog first before starting my revision and homework.Glad to say that Huiting is coming to my house later to do hw and CiD together.Then i can make her help me to put music into blog. After that experiencing of losing tagboard, i gotta fear le.LOLS.By the way,the feeling of clearing half of ur hw is great.Left wif Geo and Sci nia.=]
Mm...yesterday,we were having a sort of class tok thing over msn.Then suddenly got the urge to go audi,so me,py and ximei went audi.HAHA i owned them again. when we played swan lake, i was thrashed at the start,but wif the help of lvl 9 and 10, i fan1shen1 le. At 12.30, we stopped and i went back to msn. Huixian was tokin to me. She got me to play andi. And yes i thrashed her wif the help of chancing. She was great at perfecting,which i totally sucks at it lor...
Arrgh...till now, i haven go read the sec1s wushu blog. Feel so bad.Nvm i shall go and post smth later.=]Thinking of changing the URL of my blog,bu then vey troublesome lor^.^
Pathetically,there is not many 1a ppl oline now....Sian. WOO,bryan jus signed in.LOL
MSG TO GINA:DUN SO EMO KAY.WE WILL ALWAYS BE DERE FOR YOU=>
i still cant bear to leave tis page...haha

Hello i am here to blogged again. i shall nt say much abt today since ppl like Peiyao and Huiting had given a detailed report about today,being a horrible day wif so many tests. Just click on my escapdes and Off U GO...=] After CCa meeting,i saw G outside the GO.Somehow, i just pity her. Though i dunno y, this was far too mean,isnt it? Maybe i should not care too much.Guess wad, i struck lottery today.Saw him abt three to four times. I can tell u the feeling sucks.Wad i am gonna to do? This has been like a force keeping me away frm going to the chalet.i really dunno wad else i can do. i am worned out already....

-TEars- After so loooong, i finally managed to complete my blogskin.Do appreciate it as all my hardship is in it.T.T MUahahahaha, FINALLY!!!!! haiz,ps for those who are dying to read my blog. I shall unlock it now.....^^pls feel free to drop ur comments(positive,i hope=])

Friday.A week has passed so quickly.hah, there was no cca today. So, me,huiting and peiyao did hw outside the library. We were like laughing and laughing all the way, tokin about the 'healthy' things. lol. The most spontaneous?! part was tat when py told us tat he has only __hair. It was like damn funny lor...At five plus, we went to , the performance was still ok. aha we even went to take lanterns.Things aftr tat went not so well...i shall nt further elaborate le. Honestly,after experiencing so much,BGr seems to be root of all troubles. haiz,but at least i am so much happier now,isnt it?=]

Aha, i am slacking right now (when i shld be studying for my sci prac on wed) Haix, felt better for a moment, cannot help emo-ing for the next. Wonder if he noes i gotta a blog... Woo tat would sure make things worse than ever, especially when it is already so awkward. lol. No CCa tmr, something worth to rejoice.muahahaha Not tat i hate it. i just need a break frm EVERYTHING.Sian. PPL in Msn all dao mi, bored.
lols shall go study le=]

Happy Mooncake Festival,ppl! Haiz,if it was in the past now, i would be right now at my Aunt's house, carrying little cute lanterns wif my cousins. Really, somehow life in the past was better. Or rather, childhood was better. At tat point of time, we were all so young and innocent,with no stress or other external factors to affect our life. Everyday, we juz play,eat and sleep. i missed those days alot...Now,though with much more freedom,we have so much more responsibilities to carry. The weight on our shoulders seem to get heavier each passing day. i am sure a lot of teens feel this way too. Helpless, yet no one can help......
OK,enough of this shit. i dun care.Currently i have nothing to do. i am really bored. i wanna do D and T so that i can pon the test, but then i have no idea how to do it at all. i wanna study for my sci prac,but have no mood. Fine i am crapping. Bla bla bla.

Ppl who noe, thinks tat i cared or worried too much for his feelings, is tat so? i dunno, really. Anyway, i think i had made a big mess of my life. BUT WAD CAN YOU EXPECT FRM A THIRTEEN-YEAR-OLD GIRL? There are far too much things happening in the first week after the holidays. i am nt superwoman,for goodness sake. HELP!!!!
Prob one: two c--------s in a week
Prob Two: My GPA sucks
Prob three:i freak out in the Cid(heck)
Prob FOur: all these is driving me mad
Prob Five: i cant make the clock turn back
Prob Six:I CANT SOLVE ANY of THE PROBLEMS

FK!!!!!!!

I really can't imagine life without goood friends. They are always there for you when u need them. They would not hesitate to support you and give you encouragement.
If not for huiting and huixian, i think i would have emo-ed to death. Really,THANKS ALOT!!!

i just feel like crying silently... nobody seems to know wad i wan, even myself. All the feelings i had in me is driving me mad. They all change in split second. i felt tat i am so self-centred, so in my own world. i am wearing out le, really...sry, i dun mean to be emo.i know tis is super crappy, but tis is exactly how i am feeling at tis moment.......................

School teaches us the diff between infactuation and love,
But didnt teach us how to overcome infactuation,
then wad's the point?
I just find myself sinking deeper and deeper each day,
i feel really horrible.
i just yearn to see you every time, it makes me feel like a maniac sometimes.
i wished i know wad u were thinking,
it would lessen my pain.
I wanna to let go,
but i could not.
i've tried very hard le and
i am really tired...

Today, i went for training. It was the first time after the competitions. arrrgh...pt very tough. really,i am too tired type le.....

Supposed to hav d and t today, but then it was cancelled without no reason. i was quite glad coz i am really lazy to crawl out of the hse.Then, when i was using msn, py broke me bad news. gotta hand in sci today, no matter what. i was like...arrrrgh sian! i went to lot one and passed my book to esther , asked her help mi hand in .haha evil hor but nvm la. sian ar, they all went to sentosa. i wanna go. but my mom...haix. dun wish to be reminded of wad happened. haiz feel so sad for myself. nvm i shall do my hw then.tmr is sc and psl interview. gosh i am a little nervous. wonder wad they would ask? "oh, y do u wan to be a sc or psl?" "how are u going to contribute to the sch?" bla bla bla this kind of shit. mus be 1 lor.ps, gtg le.=[